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The diary of an alleged schizophrenic. I do not have schizophrenia, but others claim I do.

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On the Metro

For more than a year now, I have been commuting to and from work on the mass-rapid-transit Metro trains running in the city I live near. I live in one suburb and work in another, and so criss-cross the city on long trips from home to office and back, which take about 2 hours either… Continue reading On the...

For more than a year now, I have been commuting to and from work on the mass-rapid-transit Metro trains running in the city I live near. I live in one suburb and work in another, and so criss-cross the city on long trips from home to office and back, which take about 2 hours either way, on weekdays.

They‘ have used this ‘opportunity’ to deploy ‘vocal-chord warriors‘ aplenty to talk to me, or rather, talk at me. In consonance with their modus operandi, all ‘messages’ are delivered while not looking at me directly, while pretending to speak to somebody else (in-person or on a mobile phone), or while being within audible range but out of visual range (sometimes even being behind my back or with the speaker’s back turned towards me). This is done, obviously, to maintain deniability and escape the long arm of the law.

The messages range from direct death threats to me and my father, to those aimed at annoying me, including ‘standardised’ as well as ‘non-standardised’ comments. Even the claim that they murdered my mother by bribing or influencing medical personnel to give improper medical treatment to her, while she was in hospital, was made for the first time while travelling along with me on a Metro train.

Thus, my daily commute is being put to ‘good use’ by the criminals whose stated aim is to force me to leave India for good, by hook or by crook. This is only one of the methods they utilise for their attempts at criminal intimidation, of course.


Robotics and Distributed Denial-of-service Attacks on the Human Brain

A new iteration of the mind-game designed to drive me to obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD) is currently on. In fact, it has been on for a few days. However, this time it doesn’t seem to be achieving the desired results, for some reason. I am being clearly able to see this time how ‘standard’ and… Continue reading Robotics and Distributed Denial-of-service Attacks on the...

A new iteration of the mind-game designed to drive me to obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD) is currently on. In fact, it has been on for a few days. However, this time it doesn’t seem to be achieving the desired results, for some reason. I am being clearly able to see this time how ‘standard’ and ‘non-standard’ comments are being made repeatedly by ‘their‘ foot-soldiers, in an attempt to create an effect on my brain similar to a distributed denial-of-service attack (DD0S) used by computer hackers. It is meant to overwhelm my brain by sending it a deluge of messages throughout the day, which would cause the brain to ‘crash’ like a computer server flooded with internet traffic in the aforementioned trick that hackers use.

What I have realised is that the people employed to deliver this deluge of messages to my brain don’t have to be very intelligent or smart in order to achieve the desired effect. They just have to be able to keep repeating the standard comments often enough, and pepper these with non-standard comments every now and then. In fact, with the advances made recently in robotics, the task could very well have been accomplished by robots with a little bit of artificial intelligence and a sound reproduction device such as an MP3 player or a CD player, carrying the standard and non-standard comments in recorded form.

What can also be deduced from this is how easy the game becomes for the ‘enemy’ since all they need to play it is human beings with tongues in their mouths, capable of speaking Hindi/Punjabi/English (languages that I would understand), and a very low level of intelligence. These ‘people’ are built of flesh and blood and are humans for all practical purposes, but could very well have been robots!

Update:

December 5, 2018

OCD symptoms arrived recently and I had to started taking OCD medication today. I guess I will have to leave learning about how to beat the DDoS style attack to the next ‘iteration.’

‘They’ appear more concerned about if and when I will start criminal proceedings against them, however, at the present moment. I have been speaking to a lawyer regarding how to make charges stick against ‘them’ in a court of law, but am yet to make any progress.


A general lack of conscience among ‘common’ Indians

There is a huge difference between reality and our perception of reality. I never realised how evil the so-called ‘common’ people could be, when they believe they would never incur any punishment for any of their acts, until I was actually faced with such a situation. I used to believe that most people were like… Continue reading A general lack of conscience among ‘common’...

There is a huge difference between reality and our perception of reality. I never realised how evil the so-called ‘common’ people could be, when they believe they would never incur any punishment for any of their acts, until I was actually faced with such a situation. I used to believe that most people were like me, i.e., they had a conscience. Now I realise how wrong I was. Most people today, at least in India, don’t have a conscience, and would do anything, commit any crime, provided you assure them that they would never be caught or punished and offer them enough money.

I am at the receiving end of this kind of evil from so-called ‘common’ people on a daily basis, when they torture me mentally in the hope of making me leave the country and, therefore, not testifying against them or their associates in a court of law.

Clearly, they also don’t have a problem with the fact that they are associated with people who claim to have murdered my mother.


My mother’s death and a threat to kill my father

Far fetched as it may seem, I am being told that my mother didn’t die of natural causes, but was killed through deliberate medical negligence. I am being threatened that if my father falls sick, and is taken to hospital, he will be murdered similarly. “kabhi toh booRhay ko bhi hospital le ke jaayega, jaise… Continue reading My mother’s death and a threat to kill...

Far fetched as it may seem, I am being told that my mother didn’t die of natural causes, but was killed through deliberate medical negligence. I am being threatened that if my father falls sick, and is taken to hospital, he will be murdered similarly.

“kabhi toh booRhay ko bhi hospital le ke jaayega, jaise Ma ko le ke gaya tha…”

(At some point, he might have to take his father to hospital, just like he had to take his mother…[and then we’ll kill his father, just like we killed his mother.])

P.S.: Readers might recall that I had received a murder threat against my mother, while I was at Hyderabad, a few months ago.


Vocal Chord Warriors

I have a new name for my ‘enemies’ or, at least those who try to torment me in order to save their people from going to prison, by preventing me from appearing in court against them: it’s Vocal Chord Warriors! That’s since their vocal chords seem to be their most potent weapon and the one… Continue reading Vocal Chord...

I have a new name for my ‘enemies’ or, at least those who try to torment me in order to save their people from going to prison, by preventing me from appearing in court against them: it’s Vocal Chord Warriors!

That’s since their vocal chords seem to be their most potent weapon and the one they use the most often.

They seem to love their new name and are celebrating by giving some death threats once again, besides the usual threats to get me fired from my job, etc.


The Honey Trap

“ye samajh rahaa hai ke paT gayi, usne ghuma ke chhoR deina tha.” (He imagines that she was in love with him, but she was to let go of him after going around with him for a while.) Thus spake ‘they‘ a few days ago, almost a month after I returned to the National Capital… Continue reading The Honey...

“ye samajh rahaa hai ke paT gayi, usne ghuma ke chhoR deina tha.”

(He imagines that she was in love with him, but she was to let go of him after going around with him for a while.)

Thus spake ‘they‘ a few days ago, almost a month after I returned to the National Capital Region, to live and work here, after spending more than a year in a South Indian city.

As anyone who has been following my blog for a while would know, I was undergoing various forms of mental torture while I was there, including threats to my life and property.

An interesting aspect of ‘their’ attempt to manipulate and control my mind, besides the threats and torture, was that I was being ‘offered’ not only money, but also the ‘prospect’ of ‘marrying’ a rather beauteous co-worker. She was placed strategically, quite often, within my visible range, while I was having lunch at the office cafeteria, or made to walk past from the opposite direction, while I was in the office corridors.

All that while, ‘helpful’ and suggestive comments were being made to try and induce me to fall for her. However, the desired end-result I became clear of only a few days ago, after hearing the comment I’ve mentioned at the beginning of this blog post.

I escaped falling into the trap not because I became completely aware of ‘their’ shenanigans, but just because I still am quite ‘old-fashioned’ and subscribe to values and principles not much in demand in this day and age.

I figured that some one who stood with ‘them’, who not only threatened and tortured me mentally, but even threatened to kill my parents, could never be a part of my life. I also figured that here was a person who followed ‘their’ instructions to the last letter and, therefore, had no independent thoughts and opinions. So, I would rather not have much to do with such a person. I was also irked by the way ‘they’ spoke of an impending ‘relationship’ in a very derogatory and disrespectful manner. To me, my self-respect ranks far higher than any ‘relationship’, real or imaginary.

It was much later that they revealed that the woman in question was, in fact, already married to some one else. I was later able to verify that fact independently as well, by looking at the photographs displayed on her social media profile.

I am yet to figure out what kind of person would be willing to do befool another person into thinking that she liked him in any way whatsoever and was willing to get into some kind of a relationship with him, and for what kind of a consideration. Was there money involved? Did she do it just for the money or was there any other kind of thought process involved?

What about the husband/partner? Was he aware of what was happening? Was he a willing participant even?

I suppose I am never going to figure that out, just like the reasons behind the words and actions of the rest of ‘them’.

Update

February 7, 2018:

Her social media profile, which carries a picture of hers with the alleged ‘partner’ or ‘husband,’ hasn’t been updated for more than a year. The last update, in fact, is the picture in question. So, there seems to be something more than what meets the eye there.

Similarly, the ‘partner’s’ social media page also carries a picture of the two together, as the latest post, but hasn’t been updated for more than a year.

I can’t really say what, because of lack of information, but something is not right.

 


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